Malty's Inn

Rolego saw and heard him say this....and it brought a little but of sadness to him. He then looked at Nergal with a curious look on his face. And walked on in....he saw that Nergal was staring into the sky...on one star...Rolego knew what it was himself. But under a different name. But he will call it a dog star....it seemed right.

"The dog star....man...I have not heard the story about that star in years....Rolego padded next to him and gave Nergal a cheery smile.

"Nergal...why do you want to change so bad? It makes no sense. You have not done anything wrong have you?" Rolego said this with a small amount of intent.

And Nergal looked at Rolego." you know of what I speak of Rolego".He said, and looked at him."Dont play whit me, you know perfectly well, that my sadistic intent is so bad, that I ruin everything around me".And he licked his lips." I dont want to be like this, but I just cant help it, I am bad for everyone, I just wish I was dead and gone, then none of this would happen". sobed Nergal, and burried his face in Rolego pelt.

Rolego looked down with a frown and took a paw to Nergal's face. Rolego stood over him....giving him a dark glare.
"How could you say that?...Do you think this family is disposable and recyclable?...If I were to die right now....who would I depend on to look after the girls besides Malty!?"
Hellfires and Rolego's voice were beginning to mix.
"How dare you think that you are not enough! We love you being here with us And for who you are!! YOU!!" Rolego was now beginning to calm down....bit...by bit.

"Do you honestly think that we did not want you here?...Why wish death upon yourself!?"

And he gulped, and looked down." I am sorry dad, I spoke to hastely, dident think of my words". He laid down, and turned around belly up, tail between legs, and licked Rolego´s lips in submision." I am sorry".

Rolego swallowed his anger....and sighed....but gave Nergal a long lick to his nose.

"Look at me....okay....we love you....we dont think anything bad of you....we talk to you...Chrystal for instance....she was scared of you...but now...she loves you just as we.....there is nothing wrong..."

(I Gtg Comrade. Rest well.)

Nergal looked at him."There is somthing wrong whit me, when I have to spank almost everything, Rolego cant you see that, I have my dark desires, and I can see it in Regina´s eyes, that she is trying hard to just forgive me, but that will not go on forever, I dont want her to go away from me dad, I cant live whit that, I love her whit all my heart, but what do I give her, only pain and fear of me, when ill spank her next, that I just cant give here".He was tearing from the inside out.

(night my friend,and sleep well)

Rolego gave a small nudge with his nose.
"Nergal...she knew about your desires even before you asked for her hand. She loves you alot more than you think she does. Yes, she may not agree with your wants and needs...but if you have not seen she was willing to find something to help you."
Rolego managed to crack a smile. Feeling his anger begin to subside in his gut.

And Nergal rubed his head against Rolego´s side."Thanks dad, for understanding me".He looked at him and smiled."So what are we going to do now Rolego, that we are out here, did you just come out here to talk, or was it somthing else you wanted to do to Father".Asked Nergal, and smiled.

Rolego had forgotten about what the girls were going to do....he smiled and shook his head.
"It is nothing...there is nothing else. Just wanted check on you. Good thing I did." Rolego gave a small chuckle and padded to the door and to Malty. Malty wore a happy face but had a tilted head to Rolego.
"What?"
"I saw that....that was somthing else." Rolego gave a small smile.
"It is nothing....just playing my role as a family member."

And Nergal sat alone for a cupple of minutes, before he turned around, and walked back in, and looked up at Malty whit a smile."Hey Onkel".And smiled to him, and walked around him whit a smile, and mirth in his eyes.

Malty gave a small laugh out and looked at Nergal with a smile.
"Hello Nephew. You feeling better since Rolego talked to you....and hit you?" Rolego gave a nervous laugh while looking at Nergal and Malty.

"He dident hit me Onkel, he just gave me an, um pinch, that was all".Said Nergal, and looked at Malty.

Malty rose an eyebrow and snickered. "Oh alright." And he went past Nergal and as he went past Nergal gave him a small pat on the head with his tail.
"Good to see that you are okay."
Rolego had sat there with a smile. He then shrugged.
"Well have you ever thought about other ways of helping your self?"

Nergal looked after Rolego and shruged."No I havent Rolego, I have never touhgt about that, and what can I do to discurage me needs Rolego, and become and better man".And he looked after Rolego, and wated for an answer, as he sat down on his butt, and wated for Rolego to answer.

Rolego gave a so and so look back to Nergal.
"Well that is good...but sometimes things do not end as easy as that...it is like smoking...you say you will....and you do.....but it wont last long. You will need to have an outlet....but what?"
Rolego thought of everything.......but then....a small grin appered on his face.
"Have you ever wanted to get back at your mom for doing all the things she had done to you in the past?"

And Nergal looked at Rolego, and then he looked down." I cant beat my mom, she did it to learn me right from wrong, and she is my mom Rolego, I could never hurt her". and he looked at Rolego and smiled." I could never ever beat my mom Rolego, what made you think that I would do that to her, she did what she thought was best for me".

Right as Nergal was done Night was out of Rolego. Her eyes were glaring a little.
"Oh hi!.....oh....crud....okay...I am sorry."
Night puffed up and blew right in ROlego's face. Rolego hating it gave a small grunt and growl."Okay I get it!" And She returned to Rolego....who had a very annoyed lok on his face.
"Well.....there is one way....we have to make you get tired...or get annoyed by it so much you hate doing it."

And Nergal looked at Rolego."Dont think ill ever be tired of spanking, as I am grown up in a werry difrent time from yours Rolego, then it was ok, to spank naughty childern Rolego".And he looked after him whit a glare in his eyes, and gave Rolego a sweipe on his butt, and giggled." Like you wanting me to spank my momy".

"But you did not want to. Right?" Rolego said...trying to make a point.
"You know how to control it....but just not well enough yet. Meh....ideas will come with time. Well let go downstairs. I am still hungery. You can find the girls down there as well....we need to move on to get permission from the 9 gates before continuing on to the seal. We are pretty late as it is."
Rolego turned his head with a smile. But felt a small...very small bitter sweet feel. He did not want to go to the seal....to many things have happened....he did not want to feel and see memories that should be forgotten.

And Nergal looked at Rolego."What is it, you seem so sad".And he looked at Rolego, and smiled for a bit, and laid on Rolego´s back giggeling.

Rolego gave small grin...but it faded like his mind.....he was honestly pretty scared to go back...he had almost died many times before....but the pain he went through...he was the only one to fell that kind of pain....and now knowing that the seal will wear away....made him give a long and sad sigh....
"I....well...I guess I am just scared.......I am scared. I had fought against them then....the FelMounts....but....now.....the scars and my mentality are still compromised. I know this is something I will have to do....as well as Malty. We were the only ones who made it....and our blood is set in those scars on the land.....and....I just dont want to feel that pain agian."
He gave a small sigh....feeling like an idiot. Thinking that Nergal would probably think less of him now.

And Nergal looked at him, laid one hand on Rolego´s shulder." you´ll be allright dad, and dont think I think lesser of you dad, I think highly of you Rolego, your my dad, and I love you werry much, its ok to be scared, you know, or we wuldent be humane, would we now hm".He looked at Rolego.

Rolego ave a small happy snuff....but....it did not help much....this is why he never thinks of it....it brings him down a lot.

"And you know, you have better cards in your hands now, whit me in your company Right". as he followed Rolego down stares."Um were you taking me Rolego".

Rolego gave a small nod. Of course he was. He Malty and Nergal would have to go. The girls will have to stay this time...the Felmounts have been known to be womanizers.
"Yes. I am....I was just going to leave the girls here......the Felmounts have a strange liking to females." Rolego then gave a small lick to Nergal's palm.
"Thanks....I needed that."